NerdyBird's blog post

I tried to decide what I wanted the subject of this to be, but I'm not sure since I am not really sure what I wanted to talk about. Maybe I'll just ramble about and decide what the subject is when I'm done.

First off, I want to let you all know how much I love being here. Sometimes I joke about the main purpose of NN being lost on me, but quite often that is more true then I let on. The other day someone asked why we came here, and that got me thinking. Yes, I come here to look at naked people, and yes I come to post pictures and videos (and, in that respect, I suppose I am here for at least a little bit of self gratification. But, I mean, who doesn't love a nice comment or two?), but I have found that when I am here I spend most of my time in status. And, even when I am not here, I spend a lot of my time online chatting with people from NN. I suppose that what I am trying to get across is that I really do enjoy talking to so many of you and I consider a great many of you as really good friends. I have talked about the more obvious things, like sex and beauty, but I have also talked about some more obscure topics such as heritage and cats. I have come to learn so much about many of you, and I think I rely on a great many of you more then I could ever tell you.

I'm rambling now. I kind of thought that I would mention you all by name, but I don't think that is possible.

Anyways, I think the point of this, really, was that I wanted to give a bit of an explanation for why I haven't been around so much lately. So many of you have noticed when I'm not around, even when I didn't. I have gotten pm's with filled with concern, well wishes, emails, facbook links and even a few phone numbers. I don't even know what to say, lol. Every single one of you is wonderful, and I really think I might go a bit mad if I wasn't able to come here and unwind.

Umm, I've been trying not to make this sound like some sort of convoluted good bye, and really, it's not! Promise!
But, I do want to let you all know that I will probably start to be around even less then I am now. Things are a bit crazy right now, and I NEED to study more for my NCLEX retake. That being said, my premium runs out in 17 days (give or take) and I have been trying to earn nudles so that I don't have to rely on the generosity of the very wonderful people who have been carrying my burden thus far. I have enough for a few months, but I think that once it runs out in a few weeks, I'm just going to let it be for now. That way I will not be so tempted to come and check things out so very often.

I really did not intend for this to be so long. Actually, I think I said that the last time I actually wrote a blog on here. Do you guys see? I am dangerous! I run off at the mouth (and the keys, as it would seem) whenever given the chance! If you don't watch out, I will bring my annoyance over the complete disregard for mathematical order of operations over here, and I promise I will then never shut up. Or, Rick Santorum. I swear, I could bitch about that man all day long and still think of things I dislike about him that I had not thought to mention.

Right, on that note, I am off! I really do love you all, and if you need me I am only a pm away. *hugs for everyone*