it's been a long time since I updated my blog..

So where to begin. I guess about my Mom (God rest her soul)
Last Oct. the Vets home sent her to the Vets hospital in Albuquerque. She was very sick, her stomach was getting big. The doctors says her bowels was getting tangle, so she wasn't going to the bathroom. That's why her stomach was getting big. They did untangle the bowels w/out surgery, it help for about a week. Then they tangled again. the doctors found a tumor that was probably making her bowels tangles. She needs surgery to probably save her life. Unfortunately with her age (83) & having Alzheimer's. The doctors says, she probably wont survive the surgery. So they wont operate. So we had her moved to Fort bayard home near us, under the hospice care. I my dad & my brother visit her everyday. it was hard to see her in that condition. She couldn't really talk. I know she could understand us, she still knew who we really are till she past-away, on Nov. 14th a week before Thanksgiving.

Life, just has not been the same w/out Mom. My Dad hasn't been his self. We took him to see his sister's in AZ. He's also been getting out with the widows group. it's just so hard. She was always been the gun-hoe of the family.

For me, I'm still single, no girlfriend. I just cannot talk to the ladies. I don't know it I will ever get women. I'm spending my time working, gardening & on the web. The site I'm usually on is fling.com . it's kind of a dating site for adults. The site has a vidoechat room, so I can see who I'm chatting too. I have not meant anyone on that site, there usually too young or not close to me. I will not travel. My dad needs me.

I went To see my Mom for Mother's Day, just wish it wasn't a 2 hr drive. Spend most of the day their. We took Sweetpea our Chihuahua (a toy dog). She was happy to see us (my Dad , brother & Sweetpea ). She seems fine to me. She says happy to be at the Vets. Home, it's hard to tell. She says she made lots of friends their, Just not the same without her at home. I'm Trying to adjust, it's hard

This year has not been that good. If anybody read my previewed blogs. My Mom was diagnosis with Dementia; it’s a form of Alzheimer’s. Now she’s not doing that good, it’s really hard to get her doing anything. We tried to get her to walk around everyday, it’s just not enough. So I my Dad & my Brother got her into a Nursing home. Actually it’s a Veterans home. We put her into the Veterans home last Monday. I had to wear my sunglasses in the home, so she could not see my tears; it was very hard to leave her. For 42 yrs my Mom always been there for me, so it's very hard not seeing her everyday. The Veterans home is 2hrs away, so it’s not an easy commute. Tomorrow, I get to see her. I so nervous, I don’t know what to expected. The nurses’ says she is doing well & she’s happy

I know it’s been awhile since I wrote anything on my blog. I’m not much into typing. My Mom is doing, ok . She’s on meds. She’s just not her old self, I miss her old self. At least she still knows who we are ,& she knows where she is. So I can be thankful for that . Today is Thanksgiving in the US. I took my parents & my brother to the Golden Coral , all you can eat restaurant. I didn’t eat any breakfast or lunch,. waiting for the feast at the all you can eat restaurant. I filled my plate four times. I think I ate too much, can’t move,, LOL. I usually put up my Christmas tree after Thanksgiving. I had an artificial Christmas tree . I wanted a pre-lit one. This year I put it up a week earlier. Why you ask . First. When I bought the tree, I put up the tree to see everything was there, then I took the tree down. My parents both ask why did I take the tree down, Thanksgiving is only a week away. So I put the tree back up. I have to say this. For a artificial Christmas tree, it’s the best artificial Christmas tree, that I ever seen. The tree is a “Prescott Pine Holiday Pre-Lit Artificial Christmas” Tree if anybody wants too know. Now, I have two trees, so I was going to sell my old tree. I ask my friend if she knows anybody who wants to buy my tree. She ask me if I was interested in donate the tree, too a needy family who needs a Christmas tree. A Christmas without a Christmas tree just doesn’t feel like Christmas. So I donated the tree.

Happy Thanksgiving to All & to All a Goodnight

Sorry for deleted my pics... Wasn't in a good mood Yesterday I'm not sure if I will Be posting anytime soon. It's kind of hard to get in the mood in taking pics, with my Mom in her condition. Yesterday my Mom had a episode, she started acting crazy. She started acting like, if We don't agree with her. We were programed by the bad people. She was screaming for the police & started talking to people that wasn’t their . I my Dad & my Brother tried too calm her down. We couldn’t. So we called the ambulance. When the ambulance came, the paramedics tried too calm her down. The paramedics calmed her down enough to let them take her to the hospital. So that’s why I wasn’t in a good mood.......

I know it’s been awhile since I posted some pics.. I don’t know when I‘ll be posting again, to the few fans that I have on NN. About a month ago, my Mother was acting funny, always wanted to go home, acutely she was at home. Thinking she was somewhere else. So we took her to the Doctor. She was diagnosis with Dementia, it’s a form of Alzheimer’s. My Mom always been the one who takes charge . She was a very independent person, she doesn’t accept No from anybody, when I was growing up. Seeing her like this, it’s been kinda of hard on me. She’s on meds to help with the disease. Me my Dad & my Brother still have to make sure she doesn’t go off by herself & make sure she goes to bed. It’s been hard on my Dad too. My Dad is a Diabetic & also in his 80s. He also use to depend on my Mom to take charge. I’m fortune it to have my Brother here to help me with Mom & Dad in their golden yrs.

Tomorrow, it’s my Birthday. Happy Birthday to Me . The year was 1965 on March 28th. I started my life on a Sunday at 10:40 am in a Hospital on a small island called Maui, That’s one of the Hawaiian islands. I was only Four yrs old when we left. I don't remember that much, except when I see the pictures & videos. I can't believe I had such blond hair way back then. Now my hair is light brown with some gray in it. Someday, I would like to visit the place I was born. Probably when I win the power-ball, ha, ha.

What a first day of Spring to start out with, 2in of snow. Only in NM , who would of thought. Wow, First day of Spring I can make a snowman in NM, if I had the energey. . Last night I was watching My DVD AC/DC.

When I was updating this blog today. I hit the wrong button & deleted it by mistake.... Good thing I write it on Microsoft Word-Perfect first & save it, then I transferred it to my blog.



Yesterday morning I woke up to snow. I was surprised to see snow this late in March, it's almost Spring. A week ago it was in the 70s. I started some tomato & green beans seeds in the greenhouse. Now; I just hope it gets warmer at night, by the time it gets time to transplant the tomato & green beans before the plants gets to big for the greenhouse. Another reason I can't wait for spring. Last Dec. I made an archway trellis so the string beans can grow up & over. We usual make a tee-pee out of long poles. The problem with this method is when it's time to pick them. I have to reach inside to pick the beans. I usual miss some this way. The archway that I made, hopefully when the beans are ready to be picked. I can just walk underneath the archway & pick every last one.


On another note... NN was down for about 5 hrs today for maintenance...Last night I wrote her, so I was eager to hear from her . I was going a little crazy when NN was down. So when I was able Log on to NN... Now, since I bought my camcorder. I use the camcorder more to take pics than my camera. I think it take better pics.

I deleted my account as "scooterpie" with all my pics. Why, I felt like it. I was drunk & upset with someone here on NN. I'm going to take a break from here .I also became a pre/member for a month, so I can delete any bad comments on this blog. I also want to see what happens. I don't know if I am going to show any pics of me. This person really got to me, I'm not going to tell who this person is. This is the second time this happen. I get hurt easily. If you pm me I don't know if I will pm back, so please don't get mad