These last few days made me think. I found out that it excites me much more to post pics of my ass than those of my cock. Does it mean that I'm craving for a homosexual relationship? Well, I dunno. I had only one homosexual report in my whole life, and it was way back in the past. I was 12 or 13 yo and my schoolmate (whose name I won't quote) talked me into trying anal. I enyojed it, but was ashamed to ask for more. Maybe that's the key. Maybe I should try it again. But, what's bothering me is - what if a guy sticks his piece up my butt and I suddenly decide that I don't want to do it after all? Also, I'm kinda afraid of the AIDS and stuff... so... I guess I'm just very confused about it all. There is so much stuff I'd like to try, but I lack selfconfidence to go out and do it. Anybody has an advice?

Well, after spending entire afternoon on NN yesterday, I got really hard. I mean, it's amazing how the amateur nudity has a lot more to offer than professional pornstar photos. Pornstars lack a certain taste of reality, they seem almost virtual, don't they? So, I was saying... I got really hard, and when my wife (who is not aware of my NN activities, *s*) came home from work I simply had to jump right on her. She's great at bj's and she proved that once again yesterday. But, I have to be honest and admit that I was thinking about all these hot NN members while she was sucking me off... Does it count as cheating, *g*? Hope not. Anyway, I came as I never did before, and here's a big thank you to NN and all the NN members for that,

It feels good to be here. Hopefully, I'll meet new people who can help me explore my supressed sexuality... Not that I've been a saint so far, but I surely never went as far as publicly exposing my body. But, as I said, it feels good. I'm curios to see where will all this lead me.