Slowhand66's blog post - My ex

It was about 2007 when I realized my marriage was over and I was just staying for my daughter. I met a wonderful woman online from out of state that I will call Jo. We emailed every day, talked on the phone and spent an amazing day together. I was saving up money to leave to be with her. In the fall of 2012 she spent a weekend with friends and that was the beginning of the end. I never knew for sure but I am pretty sure she met a guy on that trip. I didn't hear from her for a month and then finally got an email saying she was tired of waiting for me and decided that it was over. I was crushed and told her I will always love her...that was Halloween 2012.

Here I am today still thinking about her, even though I am almost certain she is with this other guy. I love her and I have tried to find someone to fill the void without any success. Is this normal? Is what I am feeling wrong? I am so confused sometimes. I want the pain to go away before I do something stupid. Is there anyone that can make me feel loved again?