I realized last night that I was really 'down' on Wednesday night. For the most part I have gotten used to sleeping alone, upstairs, but for some reason on Wednesday night I really wanted 'company'. Ah, well, Life goes on.....

Or not so much ... Was supposed to have The Ex over for some hot tub fun this afternoon, but she got 'distracted' by other things and did not make it until late and we had some really bad storms that came thru when we would have been i the tub anyway so it is probably just as well.
As usual, The Wife is totally uninterested in anything so I am in bed upstairs alone as usual.

Last Monday, I found an ad for a free hot tub on Craigs List and it looked like new so I made arrangements to have a group of folks assist me i moving it home. As it turns out it works like new! WOW, sis I get lucky on that one. Brought it home on Thursday evening and it only cost me $60 in pizza then $85 in chemicals. really not a bad deal. Had some friends over for fathers day lunch today and had hoped to have them join us in the tub, but she was on her period and did not want to go in the water so after they left The Wife and I got in - unfortunately, nothing more than a good soak, but it did feel good. I had sort of hoped for some fathers day nookie from The Wife, but no such luck, perhaps I will get some from The Ex tomorrow....
Hope everyone had a great weekend!

Well, I found this site via a google search when I was recovering from a seizure ,I was bored hanging around the house and joined as a free member just looking to perve. Took a while before I ever posted a pic or even blogged, but decided it was a great outlet for me to express a bit of exhibitionism and, ultimately, to keep a 'record' of what was going on in my life. I have absolutely made some good friends here and found that my problems are not unique to me.
It is, at times, like a school room with the bickering, but that is anywhere.
I truly hope to, at some point meet a few members if only for coffee although there are definitely a few that I would love to spend a night or two with.

The Ex came by this morning to shower before a job interview so while she was showering, I asked if there was time for any 'Hanky Panky' and she said not before the interview as she was short on time, but she would try to come back later. I did not really think that would happen, but, it did. Although she was late getting back to me, she got here, and promptly started to undress - walking around the house with no pants on -. We went upstairs and as I went to kiss my way south she indicated that she was not wanting that as she had 'just started' she knows that i have no problem with that, but she just wanted a bit of cuddling than a good fuck (damn, I am getting hard reading what I write) I began sucking on her wonderful tits and she got more and more excited, after about 5 minutes of this she asked me to pull on a condom and she wanted to be on top (I love that but do not get it very often) She moved on top of my as I played with her breasts and slid down my dick. she slid over me a few times and then started just rubbing down the length with out me inside her which felt amazing. After a few minutes of this she came the first time and asked me to get on top of her and fuck her DEEP and HARD - her words 'you can do it hard if you want, the harder the better' so I started off slow and ended up slamming into her hard. Of course at that point I did not last too long and we both came, her second time and my first.
Really nice way to start my Tuesday!

The Wife's Birthday was yesterday and we went our for dinner as mentioned in my last blog. She drank more than usual but not to excess. We got home about 11:00 or so and quickly went to bed. I figured since she had been somewhat amorous during the dinner cruise that I would offer to join her in bed to which she expressed pleasure. "I am so happy that I get to sleep next to my honey on my birthday" or something to that effect. Yes, we did fuck, although it was probably the least inspired fuck that I can remember, after talking for 50 - 10 minutes she reached for her bullet to massage my dick with it and I reached for the lube to play with her pussy, we each played with the other for about 10 minutes before I moved to fuck her which lasted only a few minutes before she came and I did as well. Total time involved - 10 - 15 minutes!
Actually, even after cumming, I was ready to go again, but she made it clear that she was done.
Something is better than nothing, I guess, but I really prefer sex where both parties are really 'into' it.
Hope everyone has a safe and sexxy holiday weekend!

This weekend (Saturday) is her 45th Birthday and we are doing our usual dinner cruise on the Mississippi to watch the fireworks. Since it is a long weekend, I am hoping that she will be relaxed and maybe be interested in sex. I know, I know, it is unlikely, but I can hope!
Friday night is our monthly Mystery Dinner, Saturday night is the Dinner Cruise, Sunday and Monday are more relaxed. Meanwhile, there has been no sex with The Wife or The Ex since last month and my right hand is getting tired.

I read that this was international Clitoris week. Unfortunately I did not have an opportunity to celebrate by exciting one. I did have the pleasure of looking at many of them here on NN, so I consider myself to have celebrated in that way.
Heading to the yearly spring Greek festival so I know we will have some great food today, just wish that having a good time at an event like this would put The Wife in the mood for some loving but I guess I will just enjoy the food and fellowship since we always run into friends when we are there.
Oh, I was talking with The Ex yesterday and mentioned all the vitamins that I take including fish oil to give me more 'stamina' she responded that was good as long as there were not TOO many women that I was trying to keep up with. I responded just her since The Wife has little to no interest although I DO wish there was one or two more (even though I might have trouble keeping up with them it would be fun)
Hope everyone has a great weekend!

And not in a good way!
This has been a nasty and Cold first weekend in May - set an all time record low temp -
Went yesterday to assist a friend in picking up an umbrella cockatoo that needed a new home which was enjoyable as I always love working with exotic birds and helping them live happier lives. Then visited with another friend who needed a quote on some home repairs and an alarm system after which we came home and watched the new Batman movie.
Shortly before we were going to bed, I pointed out that it sucked that I still had to make my bed before I could go to sleep sort of thinking that if I was The Wife, and I had *any* interest in sex, I would say do not bother sleeping upstairs tonight, just join me and you do not have to make the bed before you go to sleep, but no such luck. Forward to 45 minutes later after the movie is over and we are headed to bed. The laundry basket with my linens is at the bottom of the stairs. I put my laptop in it and The Wife walks off to plug her phone in at her bed. I have gotten used to her at least giving me a kiss before we go our separate ways and figure if I just walk off she will get upset, so I am waiting just standing there (feeling rather stupid) after a few moments, she looks up and asks do I need help? My answer is no, you usually give me a kiss before I go to bed, she makes a big deal of coming over to give me the usual perfunctory kiss with no tongue or passion. after which I go upstairs, make the bed and perve on here for a bit.
Here is hoping that everyone has a good Sunday!

Well, as planned, The Ex came over this morning and we had a pretty good fuck. I got two new pics of her pussy and one of her tits. Wanted to get one of me inside her, but we got too caught up in the moment to do that. It was slightly slower than the usual rushed thing partially due to me wanting to take pics, and she was so wet that I could hear myself squishing in her.