Team Sleep's blog post - are you ready for this jelly?

going on a three week training course out of town next week. will this be the culmination of all this sexual tension!?!?!?!

... somehow I doubt it.

maybe I should bring extra massage oil with me and start finding reasons to offer massages. oh you opened a door for me? how sweet. let me reward you with a massage. a full body one. a naked full body one... with a happy ending.

I have had a few offers lately. being a single 20something female in a town with very few (or none?) single 20something female has certain advantages and disadvantages. I have to be careful though. I have been thinking... with my brain this time, not my pussy.

I just got out of an "involvement" a few months ago that was somewhat traumatizing and shook my faith in both humanity and myself... so gone are the days of no-strings fucking or FWBs. I thought that would work for me, but it didn't. maybe it will one day, but I am just not up for it.

my next "involvement" needs to be as drama-free as possible. I want my sex life to be thrilling and adventurous, not emotionally damaging. I am gonna need to build a lot of trust before I go letting anyone into the VIP area again... so I'm okay with taking things reeeeaaallll slow, even if it means all the things in the toy drawer are gonna get worn out.