TexAngel's blog post

Wednesday, October 25, 2017, 1:52:46 AM

I haven?t been around much lately.

My daughter has officially entered the terrible teens! Trust me it?s worse than the terrible twos by a long shot! I?m not liking this teenage thing AT ALL! I?ve had to pull in the rains a little and I?ve become that mom that I never wanted to be that goes through her phone randomly and every night. She lost my trust though and she?s going to have to earn it back.

I also got some bad news about my dad today. It appears the prostectomy he had last November didn?t get all of his cancer. He had a PET scan last week and it shows cancer in two of his lymph nodes in the pelvic region. I just found out today. I?m sure with radiation he will be fine, but that doesn?t lift the weight that?s on my chest that makes me feel like I can?t breathe. I?m a daddy?s girl through and through and for him to have anything wrong with him worries me especially the word cancer. So, I?m currently sitting in the tub with a glass of wine hiding from my mini me so she won?t see that I?m falling apart. I don?t want her to know until we know more.

I love my dear friends here so very much, but my family needs me right now, so if I?m not around much you now know why.

If you?re the praying kind, please pray that my 15 year old makes it to her 18th birthday without me going to jail and even more so for my dad. I?m not nearly ready to do life without him.

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crazy17222 on 25-Oct-17 2:17:31

Hugs I know you will need them. XXXXX

undisclosedid1 on 25-Oct-17 2:36:38

You have my Prayers and Hugs Sexy Texy <3 xoxo

lovitt on 25-Oct-17 4:01:53

Hang in there, TexAngel. Just do your best for them and yourself and you will make it through.
Good thoughts heading your way.

Allure on 25-Oct-17 17:17:04

Sending you hugs...and if you have any hugs going spare, send them my way..living with a hormonal 13 year old lad isn't much fun either!!
But my thoughts are with you and your dad...positive thoughts xxx

jake5270 on 25-Oct-17 18:54:39

Your teen can't possibly be as bad as I was, but I'll pray for you to be patient and for your Dad, too. I lost mine several years ago (Mom, too) to cancer.

lip2lip on 25-Oct-17 22:24:50

Thoughts for pops my dearest girl.... hmmmmmmm it?s arrived I see the grunts they attitude that?s the early stages, hang in there I?m not telling you it gets easier :) can?t tell fibs lol you know how to get me if you need to vent cry or laugh

Fletcherdogg on 26-Oct-17 1:47:41

I will be thinking about you and your family my dear friend. Wish I could do something to take this all off of you. I am always here( as I am sure many others are as well) for you if you ever need anything at all

Tardis on 28-Oct-17 5:12:03

Sending lots of positive thoughts, hugs and kisses. I agree with many response in here. We are here if you need to vent and talk. Lots of love to you Tex

johnnyel on 8-Nov-17 1:34:39

So sorry to hear I'm so glad I didn't have girls boys were tough too but girls wow. Sorry about your dad sometimes I think I may have a problem. I have a physical coming up :-( . Good luck with the daughter.