Both of us are breathing really hard, and I can hear K try to stifle his moans. It turns me on even more. I was trying hard to maintain a slow steady rhythm, but as I got closer to orgasming, I lost control a little and started really riding him. (He didn't seem to mind LOL). I asked K if he wanted to be on top, and he shook his head. I think he was enjoying my boobs swinging all over the place. He was alternately licking my breasts and fondling my hard red nipples with his fingers, which was sending shivers all over my body. I counldn't hold back any longer, and a long low moan escaped my lips. I was stroking as hard as I could, and K was matching me. As I felt his dick quiver inside me, his hands moved to my butt and grabbed both cheeks. He spread my butt cheeks and put one lubed finger just inside my asshole. That did it... I came in big shuddering gushes, cried out his name, and kissed him. I rolled us over so that he was on top, and he didn't stop me this time. I looked into his eyes and whispered "I want you". We were laying perfectly still, but I could feel his dick flexing inside me...he was trying to hold back. I squeezed my kegel muscles (to him, it feels like a hand massaging his cock) and he moaned...."what are you doing?" he whispered. I asked him if he liked it, and he said "oh yes...I am so close...don't move...I want this to last". We lay still for about 30 seconds, but then I started slowly moving my hips up and down. He moaned my name, and the dam broke. He totally let go, moaning and grunting, and was stroking hard. I had my hands on his butt, pushing him into me. When he came, his whole body shook. Afterwards, he looked at me - there was so much tenderness in his face. He kissed me softly, and I caressed his hair. We must have both been exhausted, because we soon both fell asleep. I woke up when I could feel the cum dripping out of me, onto our thighs. K didn't wake up though. I got a warm washcloth from the bathroom and cleaned him, then me. I got back into bed. K was still asleep, but he held me in the "spoon" position, murmuring my name as we both fell asleep again.

Where were we...Oh yes, on the bed. K is on his back and I am straddling his hips. I brush my dripping pussy against his rock hard cock, which is by now trying to defy gravity and stand up straight. I help a little. But... I just barely touch my pussy lips to the tip of his shaft. K has his hands on my hips, trying to pull me down to him, but I smile, kiss him again, and say "not yet".

I ask him to roll over for me - I want him on his stomach. I am straddling his cute sexy ass. I put some scented oil on my hands and rub it to warm it up. I start at his shoulders, and rub his back in a slow circular motion with each hand. K is moaning softly, telling me "dont stop". I work my way down his back and start kneading his ass. This all takes about 10 minutes. I reach around once to see if he is still hard, and he is, what a surprise! K tries to roll over, but I sit on him, and tell him "soon...just be patient". He turns around and looks at me with his beautiful blue eyes, and I almost give in. Damn I want him so much, and I'm sure he can feel how wet I am, since I am sitting on his ass while doing the backrub. But...I hold off. I move down to the foot of the bed and spread his legs. I massage each leg individually, from thighs to ankles, but I don't touch his cock or balls. I tell him "now", very softly, and give him a nudge to roll over onto his back. He is gorgeous, and the look in his eyes says it all: he wants me SOO much, but he's willing to wait, because he cares about me and respects me. I warm up some oil in my hands, and massage his chest, working my way down to right above his pubic bone, but I don't touch his cock or balls. Then I take the lotion and rub some on my breasts and tummy while straddling him. Both of us are breathing hard...I can't imagine what I look like to him.

I lower my body onto his, and the feeling is wonderful -we are both oiled up, and there's no friction. I kiss him lightly on the lips, and then more insistently. His tongue probes my mouth, and I'm pretty sure he wants his cock to do the same thing to my pussy. I ask him if he wants me now, and he says yes in between our moans of desire.

I move slightly, and touch his cock with my hand. I take my hand away, and his cock slides into my pussy effortlessly. We have maximum skin-to-skin contact - his legs are spread wide, with my legs on top of his, and his arms are bent at the elbows with hands near the pillow. I entwine my fingers with his, and slowly start moving up and down, in and out.

...to be continued

I am thinking about buying a vibrating egg, or a set of eggs. (For those of you who don't know what they are, they are bullet-or oval-shaped battery-operated devices that are inserted vaginally.)

Eggs with corded remote controls are fairly cheap. Wireless remote-control eggs are more expensive, but the fun in it for me is for me to wear the egg in public and with my man controlling the speed and intensity of the egg. Doing it myself is fun, don't get me wrong, but my excitement is heightened when I don't know when or where I may be subjected to intense vaginal stimulation. So do I respect my wallet and buy the cheaper corded version, or honor my high libido by splurging for the cordless version?

I have 2 questions:

1. If I gave you the controls of my remote egg (buried in my pussy), how would you use it on me? Where would we be? What would I be wearing? You can control the remote from up to 12 feet away.

2. Any recommendations for quality eggs, or sex toys in general? (Brand names or on-line stores)

Last weekend, I met a man IRL (in real life) that I had "met" here on NN in January. We had talked (online and on the phone) and also had quite a few cam-to-cam sessions. Never ever in my life did I ever think I would do this, but it felt right. I've heard that, at the end of your life, it's the things you DIDN'T do that you regret, not the things you DID do. So, with that in mind, I drove 6 hours to meet this man for a weekend. (Of course, I took precautions like making sure he was who he said he was and that he was STD-free.)

I was nervous as hell, and he probably was, too. He had booked a very nice hotel room for us and had already checked in. I called when I was in the parking lot and told him that I was "less than 5 minutes" away. He gave me the room number, and when I showed up at the door in less than 2 minutes he was a little surprised, but pleased to see me. He had obviously just showered, because his hair was still a little damp, and he smelled like soap and shaving cream. He told me that he was so glad that I could make it, then he hugged me. He buried his nose in my hair, inhaled, sighed, and held me tighter. This was really emotional for me, but it was for him, too, and he wasn't trying to hide it. Even though we met on this site, and the initial attraction was physical, we had grown to care about each other deeply as human beings. I knew a lot about him that I suspect his family and friends don't know and will never know. He's a "big wheel" in his medium-sized city, and he has an image that he feels that he has to maintain with most people. With me, he feels free to let that guard down - he can be himself and not have to worry about what other people are saying and thinking. Since we saw each other naked before we heard each other's voices, this is definitely not a conventional courtship!

Anyway, even though I had showered before I left, I felt a little grungy from my drive and definitely wanted to shower sooner rather than later. He asked me if I was hungry and if I wanted to go out to get a bite to eat. Food was the last thing on my mind, and probably his too, but it was so cool that he asked me, vs. ripping my clothes off before I put down my suitcase.

I could tell that he was aroused. There was a big bulge in his jeans, and his eyes were glued to me as we made small talk about the weather, politics, and sports. I asked if he would mind if I showered (yes, stupid question, but I asked anyway). I asked him to do me a favor while I was showering, and he said "of course"! I took about 6 assorted-sized candles out of my bag, along with a book of matches. I asked him to place the lit candles around the room, find some soft music on the radio, and then get under the covers in the bed (clothing optional), and lay on his stomach.

I took a really quick shower, because I was already dripping wet in anticipation. I wanted to slow myself down though, and a shower was a good way for me to collect my thoughts semi-privately. When I got out of the shower, I dressed in a sheer black body stocking (crotchless), black g-string, and super high heels (the kind I can barely walk in). I quickly toweled off my hair and put some scented lotion on my knees and wrists. I hope he liked the "natural look", because I was way too excited to mess with my hair and makeup.

I put on a short robe before I left the bathroom, because I was suddenly a little self-conscious. Seeing someone live and in person is WAY different than on a webcam, and I was really hoping that he wouldn't be disappointed in me or my body. In my hands, I had a bottle of scented massage oil, and two different (G-rated)massagers, one for backrubs and one for the head/scalp, and a bandanna. He was in bed and rolled over on his back when I came out of the bathroom. His eyes got big, and he just said "wow", almost to himself. He smiled, said "come here, T", and of course I did. I had to exhibit more self-control than I knew possible to keep from peeling off the covers and having my way with him! I wanted this to be special, and wham-bam-thank you maam is NOT special.

I told him that I wanted him to relax and feel good, and that for what I was going to do next, he didnt need to do anything except to help me help him feel amazing. I told him that this part was all about him. and taking care of him and pleasuring him would be a huge turn-on to me. As we were talking, I was straddling him as he was lying prone on the bed. I could feel his rock hard erection pushing against my panties, pushing them aside. I knew his cock would have slid in me so easily, and it was so tempting...He fondled my breasts, and then touched my dripping pussy. He ran his hands all over me...I think the bodystocking was working! His cock insistently probed my wetness, but I didnt let him get close enough to get in. I kissed him softly on the mouth, and said "not yet, K." I could see a drop of precum on his cock, and wanted so badly to lick that off, but I knew that I wouldnt want to stop once I touched his cock with my lips. Yes, I had a plan, and I was sticking to it, at least I was so far.

Part Two...coming soon...if people are interested in hearing the rest of the story

One of my favorite things is cam to cam. I cant believe that I didnt buy a camera until February. I LOVE technology, especially when it is affordable!! It is so erotic and empowering to me to see men lust after my body. I love it when a guy has a soft dick when I first see him, because I love watching his dick slowly (or sometimes quickly) grow and get hard. Being able to visually see how much a man is turned on by my body and my voice makes my juices run down my legs. Too bad for men that women don't have such a visible indicator. Well, women's clit will swell and engorge when she's horny, but it's not like a candybar in our pants like it is for men!

When a man says "dont stop, please" I know it's genuine because he's stroking himself like there's no tomorrow. I don't know what it is about exposing myself to men I don't know, but it is such a turnon. Men that I've cammed with seem to like everything I do - for the right man, I use my toys and fingers in my pussy, wiggle my ass, do a striptease, talk dirty, among other things, and i'm open to suggestions.

I think I'm OK/average for my age, but that's the key phrase: "for my age". After 3 kids and not having time to exercise, my body has gotten a little (well maybe a lot) flabby.

It's not like I've done this very often, and there are a few creeps, but I know how to use my "disconnect" button! The only slightly annoying part of camming is figuring out the differences between skype, msn, and yahoo...every system is just a little bit different.

My fantasy is to have group sex with at one woman and 2 men. I would of course be the star of the "show". I'd be lying on the floor or on a bed. The woman would start by oiling me up and touching/caressing/licking/sucking me in all the right places. The men would watch, but they can't touch me (yet). Then I lube up my female partner, and we grind on each other and such each other's titties and clits. Hopefully by now all the guys have raging hardons and are stroking themselves and moaning. After the woman and I have satisfied ourselves, she gets off me and I start playing with the guys's dicks. When the guys cum, they come all over me (just not on my face or hair, ok? )Then they rub their loads of cum into my skin - it's a great moisturizer! If the guys can get it up for another go, I ride one of them reverse missionary style, and the other doggy fucks my ass from behind. Since I've never done this, I have no idea how this can be done without at least one dick falling out, but I'd love to try! Anyway, I would love to be the "meat" between two sexy men (aka the "bread".

I went to chatroulette.com for the first time yesterday. The idea is that you hook up your webcam and you are connected randomly to others who are also on the site. I focused the camera on my pussy, and slowly fingered myself. Out of 5 connections that I made, only one disconnected. All the others (all men) did as I asked, and showed me their hard cocks. They stroked themselves as I played with myself and gave them close up shots of my pussy. I also used my vibrators, and showed them how deep I could take a 12 inch dildo. I am trying to think up new ideas, maybe massage myself with oil or show a rear view with the vibes buried deep inside me. Guys, what would turn you on?

I am meeting up with a man I met on NN in central Iowa in mid-May (14-15-16). We are looking for someone to do pics and vids with our equipment, and possibly participate, but only if it's mutually agreeable. The more adventuresome you are, the better. Male or female, doesn't matter, but must be over 30 years old. You need to have basic familiarity with digital cameras, but you don't need to be an expert. We are both disease and drug-free, and expect you to be the same.

If you are interested in this, please PM me with your age, sex, location, turn-ons and turnoffs. Also include anything that you ABSOLUTELY will not do/participate in.

Serious inquiries only, please.