This is my first blog and i thought i would start with how my Owner and i first started our bdsm relationship. We had met 14 years ago introduced by a friend. We hit it off immediately and that night we went back to my apartment and began to have a few drinks and talk, he first brought of the subject of looking for a doormat slave for Himself, at first i didn't know what to say but i had been fantasizing about just this sort of thing just not on such a degrading and humiliating scale as what He described.

Well i had enough liquid courage in me that i admited to Him that i had fantasies of just that kind of thing, which led us to getting on the internet and i showed my vast collection of porn at that time and most of it was bondage and pictures.

He sat at my old pc clicking away at the pictures i had saved, not saying anything until he clicked on the last one. He stood and without a word grabbed me by my hair and shoved me down on the floor in front of Him, i was stunned excited and scared. He managed to get His belt off and had my hands behind my back and tied before i knew what had happened, he ripped every bit of my clothing off and and stuffed part of my shirt in my mouth and tied it tight and another peice he tied around my eyes, He had me on my stomach and spreading my ass cheeks his cock pushing at my asshole, I had never put anything bigger in my ass than my finger, I began to protest and fight against, He told me to just relax that i knew i wanted it as much as He wanted to give it to me and He was right.

I stopped fighting and let this man i had only met a few hours before slide His cock in my asshole for the very first time. he fucked me slowly at first, and as i got used to Him faster, He called me names, and slapped my ass as He fucked me.

The whole thing probably didn't take more than 15 or 20 minutes but it seemed to me to go on forever and i LOVED it. It was the best sex i had ever had up to that date!

When he was done He untied me, took me into the bathroom ran a tub of hot water, and bathed me carefully. As he bathed me W/we talked about what had just happened and i admited to Him that i had loved it and Since that night He began my training and 2 years later W/we were married and 6mos ago He collared me as His doormat slave in training.

I would anything for my Owner. and i look forward to getting more indepth in my training.

If you are interested in using my please contract my Owner His profile here is ricklb2007