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XX-Access's blog post - Somehow Shallow
| Friday, October 10, 2008, 3:15:51 PM |
There is something that has been going through my head lately and has been dug up and put right on top of the mental pile by almost losing my friendship with someone who might prefer not to be named on here and .. a blog of somebody not to be named here, either. The way I end up picking my friends is terrible. Mind you, the friends are not, but I keep noticing that I practically solely dedicate my friendship to gorgeous people. There is not one ugly person in my little (ex- clusively online, by the way) circle of friends. What does that make me ? A shallow bastard, I suppose. Now, it's not like I would be friends with a hot airbrain. I don't think that I could stand that for even a few minutes. But doesn't that actually make it worse ? Isn't it awfully decadent of me to "pick out" an "elite" group of amazing people ? It's not really a conscious effort, mind you. But that's where I am drawn and it is what it ends up being. It just seems that it makes me a... not very good person, so... I wonder how to fix it. |
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