I think, being honest with myself, I want cock. Not love or romance, a big thick cock.

I think I'm weird for my age in some ways. My girlfriends all want prince charming, all I can think about is kinky sex with creepy old guys, weird.

I don't know why I'm like this. I've had a few boyfriends and the sex was ok, but that was it, just ok.

I see the way old guys look at me sometimes, and it does turn me on, and I don't know why.

I'm a young attractive woman, I'm supposed to be going out with attractive guys my age, and all I can think about is being pawed by some old creep....weird....dunno....