arabella_topaz's blog post

Kept myself busy today. I was feeling a bit on the moody side, well maybe more like alot, and just wanted to hide in my bed. But instead, I made myself get up and vacuum my car, clean the kitchen, and do some laundery.

Didn't go out last night. Kinda got ditched. But that's only a little bit cause for the moodiness. Some of it's for no reason, it just happens. Some of it's because my feeling's are hurt. And even though I know logically that I shouldn't be bothered or hurt, feelings aren't based on logic.

I'm hoping my schedule will start to even out a bit this week. I need to sit down and finish something I've written. Other than poetry, I mean. I have a few short stories I've started but I always manage to get a bit...distracted. And it would be good for me to actually finish something I've started. Whether or not it's any good is beside the point.