I'm so excited. Making plans to meet someone Saturday. Coffee, hiking. I was supposed to have plans with an ex this Friday, but he never called me back like he said he would. (Like a week ago.) I'm crazy about him and want to hope for the best...but at the same time, I'm so afraid I'm going to feel hurt and disappointed...and there's this little voice telling me, if he really was interested, I'd know it. I don't know if I'm supposed to assume he changed his mind. (I asked him to take pictures of me-not naked ones-and Friday was his idea, not mine. I was just asking sometime.) And it wasn't to get his attention. I don't think I should have to try to get someone's attention. He just makes me want to do all kinds of stuff...okay, stuff I want to do, just haven't wanted to do it with anyone before, the way I want to with him. Well, if he calls, he calls, and if he doesn't...well, not only will that not kill me but I'll know exactly where I don't stand. |