My feelings are hurt. I guess I shouldn't be surprised. Follow your heart, not your head; that's stupid advice. I guess I should also know by now that if someone's ever treated me like a 7-11, no matter how much they supposedly miss me, it isn't me they miss. It's the treating me like a 7-11. But if I was clear before that I am in fact, not a 7-11 and expect to be treated a certain way (definitely not as a convenience) why in the hell would they come back and think it's okay for them to treat me as if I am a 7-11 anyway? I'll be okay; I always am. I just wish it was a different week. I don't want to deal with feeling unhappy when I have my youngest's birthday to deal with.
The other reason I've been down, moody lately is because today is the anniversary of my mother's death.
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