beachdreamz's blog post

You know sometimes I forget that my life is not like everyone elses. Ive had such a messed up life I don't know what normal is and I think its why I appreciate the little things. I finally broke down today and told my boss about the stress happening in my life. I look like crap because I haven't slept in almost a week. He was completely shocked and left speechless -haha something I've never seen happen before. He even called me later in the day to apologize for snapping at me when he didn't even snap. Haha I am pretty soft hearted about little things so had he been short with me I would have noticed.
I am odd like that - I can handle death, nasty situations, etc but the small stuff reduces me to tears.

Anyways I am not going anywhere tonight. I was asked to go a bunch of places but I needed a time out to breathe and push all the shit to the side. It will all be there tomorrow..or Sunday ..or next week whenever I decide to deal with it. Tomorrow will for certain be a better day!

Its weekend time people

EDIT: well so much for the relaxing Friday night. Just got a call from my brother and my cousins son is being rushed to the hospital as we speak.

/me praying for a miracle