beachdreamz's blog post

Friday, December 19, 2008, 3:30:13 AM

I was reading sexcrazedcouples blog and I have to admit I have been thinking a lot about deleting my pics too. I never go into chat anymore and I never read the forums. Aside from blogs I dont spend much time on here.

The real reason is also that I have met someone. Im not sure where we are headed if even anywhere but this is someone I am interested in. Ive met three main guys in the past 2 years...one I liked him, one like me and now finally maybe I met someone that we both like each other.

I kinda feel like NN is a whole other world for me now. It was a great place when I needed it - a place to lean on friends, a fantastic place for information on almost any subject I could dream up, a place where I finally regained my self confidence, a place I made sooooo many friends and where I learned so much about sex and human behavoir.

If I leave, Im not disappearing - just the pics are for a while..maybe forever. I hate deleting the pics because I love the comments and the fact people took time to make them. Some leave me with great memories and others hurt but thats all within the circle of life.

As weird as this is, I joined this "sex site" but I love the blogs and the inside look on peoples lives. This is the one place I have always been able to be myself. I dont think Im ready to give that up. haha but then again if Im not showing the goods I doubt many people will care what I say anyways

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mdguy on 19-Dec-08 3:58:49

I'll care.

fire68 on 19-Dec-08 4:39:29

Me too ! xx

jphiggins on 19-Dec-08 4:53:22

Well first congrats! I hope this guy becomes a wonderful thing on your life. You deserve it. Secondly, I hope you don't delete your pics. Why? You think he might not approve? But yeah, if you do I'd be ok hearing from you in blogs, but still. Don't take away those tits!! :o)

sidders73 on 19-Dec-08 7:36:21

Good luck. I understand your feelings. I hope it all works out for you.

shmucko on 19-Dec-08 7:37:13

When it's time to move on ya know it, New love is great, focus on what's important for YOU

Northern Star on 19-Dec-08 11:36:35

awwe hun..I wish you luck with the new love..that is soooo exciting..love is the bestttt feeling everrrr :) what ever ya deside..you know where we are :) mwahhhhhh sexy xxxx

NoSecrets on 19-Dec-08 16:57:19

Aww Beachy I am so HAPPY for you! :)

I completely understand what you are saying, in fact you expressed some of my own thoughts much better then I ever could. xxxx