beachdreamz's blog post

Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 10:55:50 PM

I havent been on lately because my life has just been complete hell. Honestly 2009 can kiss my fucking ass. So far in the past few weeks 2 friends died, my step mother passed away and its caused yet even more trouble for me and my family, a friends father passed away suddenly, my 17 year old niece has ran away and is in some mega trouble, my boyfriend (yeah I had one finally) broke up with me and fuck knows what else has happend. I feel like a transfer truck hit me and sent me into lake that I cant make my way out of.
I really liked this guy and I just dont understand the break up. I dont even think he wanted to but whats done is done. He wants to be friends or try again possibly in time but I had to say no. I know me and I will wait around and I will always hope and thats not fair.

All I know is in the past few weeks I imagine I have kept the kleenex company in business. If I am in for 12 months of this I dont think I have the strength to do it.

Brokenhearted
Brokendown

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mdguy on 13-Jan-09 22:58:28

As someone who had a horrible 2008, you will both become numb to a lot of things, and remark how strong you can be.

I'm sorry about what's been going on. :((

cowgirl on 13-Jan-09 23:02:38

*hugs*

redjohn2003 on 13-Jan-09 23:39:45

Hope 2009 makes a rapid improvement for you! :)

fire68 on 14-Jan-09 4:33:40

fire68 runs up and kicks 2009 in junk for beachy xxxxxxxxx

mont26 on 14-Jan-09 10:02:28

Oh Beachy I am so sorry. MD is right tho-you will come out of this a stronger person.

jnesta86 on 14-Jan-09 18:11:35

I'm sorry things aren't looking up, but they will, just keep your head up.

shmucko on 15-Jan-09 13:20:23

Wish I could wisk you away

Glarus on 15-Jan-09 21:02:17

i'm so sorry for whats up with your life - keep your (beautiful) head UP and fight for you and your life!!!!!
hugs XXXX

combi on 15-Jan-09 21:07:21

it sounds like things can only get better..and if you need to get away from it come over and see Europe

jphiggins on 18-Jan-09 8:23:18

Aw sweetie. *lots of love and hugs* You know you have friends here, so please keep us updated and please come chat if you want. :o)

mice on 18-Jan-09 18:54:23

So sorry that you are having such a bad time. I am sending a suggested palliative by PM. Best wishes.