I am sitting here at my computer -ok my laptop- and tears are streaming down my face. I am at a loss for what to even feel. Lately I have been feeling better about myself and getting compliments from people. I won't lie- it feels great. So tonight I was taking a pic for a friend (not an NN pic, just a regular one). When I was done I was stripping to go get in the shower and thought since I am back on my diet I should take a before pic. The results just blew me away. I look (in my mind that is) HOT. I can't believe it. If I thought posting this pic on my facebook/myspace wouldn't cause a stir I would do it just to say FUCK YOU for every person who has made me feel ugly. I do realize beauty is what's inside but sometimes its nice to have pretty paper to go with the gift.
