I haven't been around much this week. For some reason everything seems to be against me and I don't see much point being in chat and being a downer. To all those who have sent me a PM or prv'd me in the room know that I appreciate it very much. My life just seems to be one constant downer lately and I can't seem to stop myself from self destructing it seems. Something had better change and change soon for the better cuz I don't know how much more of this kinda crap I want. All I want right now is someone in my life to love me with flaws and all, who can hold me as I scream and cry and let it all out. I have a feeling it might be followed by some really outstanding sex....hehe one special thanks..../me hugs Raj and says thanks for being a friend