beachdreamz's blog post

Opps so I forgot to update, its been a busy week. So my date got cancelled at the last minute (effin grrrrr) but as he was cancelling I was talking to another guy online and we ended up going out instead. There was no chemisty but we had a good night and will probably be friends. Now tonight I have another date with someone else. Why does it seem I either have a lot of guys asking me out or no one? It is easier when a lot are asking me out though because then one bad date is not the end of the world.

There is only one small (ok LARGE, GIANT, MASSIVE) issue. For the past while I have been beyond horny. Like I am all the time, 24/7. But I don't want to meet someone and jump in bed. One I don't want to become a slut and two - I know guys say different but for the most part when you sleep together on the first date there is rarely a second date. I have learned that one the hard way for sure.

I need to find a happy medium I think. I have always hated the idea of casual sex because for me its a million times more exciting when you know the person and the sex gets better with each time.

Oh well this is too much thinking for a Saturday night. I am going out tonight and I plan on having fun.

Happy Saturday all