beachdreamz's blog post

So today was a better day. I went boxing day shopping and UGGGH WTF was I thinking. It so wasn't worth it. I think if you went out with an item in mind it was ok, but if you were like me just wandering looking for a sale then it was pointless. However...I did buy the Rock Band game. Sadly though it didn't come with the instruments so if anyone out there knows where I can get them kindly let me know please

I am very upset at the moment with my brother. He is probably the most important person in the world to me and for Christmas he didn't send a gift (which is TOTALLY fine) or a card. He called me Christmas afternoon for literally 30 seconds. Said Merry Christmas and I cant talk in the same sentance basically. I know now that he is married he has new in laws and a new family I just didn't think he was going to forget his old one. He told me how he played his new PS3 all day waiting to go to his wifes grandparents for dinner. So no reason why he couldnt have spent 5 minutes calling me.

Yesterdays blog was basically because of that - plus the fact I snapped at a great friend when he asked me about my day. I have since apologized although he assured me none was needed.

I am sorry to all those I came off depressed or childish too. As much as I have gone through a lot of crap in my life I had really great Christmases growing up and now I miss that. But I would rather be an adult with a lousy Christmas than a child. For that I sincerely thank my parents. I may not have much to do with my parents today but whatever they did, it must have been ok because I think I've grown up to a pretty nice person...haha well at least most days.