blinky_x's blog post - The concept of futility

I skipped this morning's run to see if I could get the wife in the mood this morning but as per usual nothing.
Surprisingly she was awake early so I figured we had time before our usual morning routings kicked in.
After the rejection, I prodded as to why. Her response is she doesn't feel the in the mood most times.
She prefers just being held as opposed to getting more intimate.

Problem for me is when she tries to cuddle in the mornings when I'm at my horniest. Both of us lying naked in bed.

I'm not asking that every time this happens, we should engage in sex but when you bat 0.000 then there's a problem.

It's not menopause or it shouldn't be. I think that after the kids she just figured she didn't need to do it anymore.
I guess that part of my life is done. Jerking off is getting old.

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