i ve often wondereed why i never seem content.I won’t delay, …the answer is a void.
I recently read a blog and I’ve often thought with blogs like that…”if only”….
I was thinking of the lucky husband, the recipient of lotsa love coupled with fun and excitement, and I thought ….at the end of his life, he’ll probably look back and think “I’ve had a gr8 life with no regrets” and he’ll feel whole, …complete!
On the other hand, I have a void that’s never been filled. A sexuality that has never had it’s needs met.
If you asked me would I take the same path in life again if I had the chance, I’d answer YES! ….YES YES YES!
Because you see I have two beautiful children and three beautiful grandchildren whom I love dearly. Knowing that, there is no way I would change things where they would never be! I couldn’t imagine a life without them.
But if you asked me if I could have the opportunity be young again, I’d answer yes!
To leave things as they are but have a second chance at filling the void.
I’ve met some truly wonderful ppl on nn but never filled the void. Probably only made it look bigger.
I’ve tried different things and experimented on here, things I maybe otherwise wouldn’t have tried…. But the void is still there and probably always will be.
I just think that sex should sometimes be risky and fun. But most importantly that you have someone to share it with who enjoys it too.
Si I guess the void can’t be filled. Time is past and marches on.

tuesday, i made a delivery and they made me put on some paper overalls cus i didn't meet their safety requirements.

the suit was orange and made of chux type material. it wasn't too bad, sort of airy and lightweight.

it was sort of c-thru but of course i had clothes underneath.

but i got to thinking about someon's recent blog about the fun of being naked and i figured it'd b good if the whole world got naked again like Adam and Eve.

now, a lot of ppl may be a lil shy so i tht everyone could be given a lil suit like the one i wore. that way they'd get used to feeling naked.

then after a while, the suits could be without arms an legs ...sort of like a jump suit.

Then, we could get rid of the top half and then the bottom and hey presto! everyone is naked.

now, i also think that when ya turn say 46, u have to wear the jump suit version and at say 55 the full suit and that way, we won't all scare the young ppl with visions of what they will eventually become.
SO what do ya's reckon to my plan?

boys are born with testicles
girls are born with brains

girls chests develop breasticals
boys remain flat and plain

as girls get taller, their dresses get smaller,
an their breasts bounce about
an boys look on in awe an their rigs begin to poke out

cuz…

boys are born with testicles
and girls are born with brains

girls can pretend not to care, and boys will never guess
but a boys excited penis, will never let him rest

it’ll give away his interest its just the way they grow
ya cant feel in a girls panties, to see if they're damp ya know

yup,

boys are born with testicles
and girls are born with brains.

Now even tho they seem, so different in construction,
Eventually, they come together and they have some hippy action

Yup, the guys get between the thighs, of these brainy girls
And their testicles deliver the goods and they cum in swirls.

Cuz

boys are born with testicles
and girls are born with brains.

now come 9 months later, There could be a lil surprise
the girl may have a baby, and when it pops outside

what will it be, a boy or girl, it doesn’t really matter,
cus the cycle will begin again ……

and

boys will be born with testicles
and girls will be born with brains!

was speakin to a driver i haven't seen for a while.

nice guy, usually at christmas he'll leave a card in my truck.

we went to the t room to get a coffee an the office grrl walked in.

now, she is special,....smokin! so naturally the conversation turned to an appreciation of how beautiful women are.

actually, my fren said...we're never happy. i said we're like children in a candy store. you eat your candy and then you want some more. AND, you want to taste every different candy in the store.

my fren said ...its like we pick from a shelf according to our percieved league (not those exac words but they're a true interpretation)

he said we may choose from the bottom shelf but we'll always check out the top shelf. an probably everything in between.

i guess time even alters that too. someone top shelf will gradually morph to the lower shelves.

no ladies, i simply got called to dinner so couldn't finnish the blog.
what i was gonna say was "what do i do?...park ferfikly of course.
hahaha...no dramas. )

We’re getting a house built down the bottom of our block and the area for the house has been dug away.

Today, after ages, they recommenced site works and they dug a little more away from where I reverse my truck.

My wife rang and told me to be careful when I reverse in cus she doesn’t want me to end up in the hole.

I’m like …hon, I reverse every day in tight situations .

So when I get home, what do I do…………..

at last, i'm off my meds...have been now for a week.
hasn't given me more energy, which is sort of what i was hioing BUT, i'm free of em. )

Hump day......so dar away!!!!!

hey I got a compliment the other day.

I did a job that took approx. 2 days and the manager rang the company I work for and passed on his thanks and said I was very professional and a pleasure to work with.

Its nice to get compliments hey?

Soooo to all my dear friends,

THANK YOU! You are all very professional friends and a pleasure to be friends with and I love you all dearly. )
Mmmwaaah

hmm i've just been thinking about how women in the workforce can upset the apple cart.

i'm driving the other day and turning a corner and there waithing to go in the opposite direction is a truck, ...same size as mine,...and behind the wheel is a young girl.

i'm seeing slim arms and a peek of soft breasts encased in a light top with shoe string straps..... i kid you not, this girl looks like she's just been doing a spread for a fashion magazine.

coupla days later, i see another. shes in a learners truck, a double axle job and she is the cutest thing and looks like she's just fallen out of a fashion magazine.

what th'....ok, this is my problem.... i work ad hoc and when i finish a job i sign off and wait for another job.

you join a queue and work is allocated to the next person BUT, there's nothing to stop queue jumping.

now, lets call her Jane. Jane lets the operater know she wants another job and th operator says "no way! fuck off Jane!! Pete's in line for th next job, he's been waitin for 3 an a 1/2 hrs. you know Pete, the butt ugly old guy with skinny hairy legs and smells like diesel an sweat....., he;s getting this job cus he's next in line and the jobs a real plum!......NO, THAT DOESN'T REALLY HAPPEN!

the operater hears Jane's seductive voice an remember's th last time she called into the office...wearing those lil cut off denim shorts and the lil strappy top ...an her leanin over the dest showing her beautiful girly bits....and him lookin at the valley between those perfect breasts an HER smelling like honeysucke an vanillaan that gorgeously seductive smile.....
and by now his cock is throbbin so hard its knockin against the underside of the desk as his eye's feverishly search the computer for a job ..an he says (completely ignoring poor Pete whos now been waitin 3 hrs and 45 minutes ) "oooh look here, a beaut jobs jus cum up and its perfec for a beautiful girl like you"

i mean ....wtf.....wot chance have us guys got.....we'll all starve to death! we're doomed i'll die in my truck waitin.