As of yesterday at 5:30, I officially became an empty nester. This is really a lot harder than I thought it would be. Of course I'm proud of my one and only son for pursuing his academic ideals. He's brilliant, charming and exceedingly handsome....and I'm totally unbiased!
This change comes along with me having to move to take care of my mother. She is no longer safe when left alone for more than 24 hours. I do this because I love and respect the woman and the mom she was. But have to be honest and say she is no longer that person and that makes this move very difficult. I should be feeling a sense of freedom with my boy-man gone from the nest. Instead I am just exchanging one type of care-giving for another.
Yeah, I know none of this was sexy or erotic. Sorry, just needed to put it down someplace where it was 'safe' to do so. Back to kinky, sexy fuckery!
xoxo |