cheekypaul's blog post - Thoughts about this place..................

Thursday, July 31, 2008, 1:20:44 AM

When I found NN I was looking for porn and I like my porn realistic, the plastic just doesn't do it for me. I didn't think I would do anything more than look at pictures and send the occasional PM. I had no desire at all to post my own pics, I am no exhibitionist, yet I have posted lots of them (for those that don't know me well I deleted 2 pages of pics).
I was wrong too when I thought this place for me would just be about annonymous sex.....I have made friends here.

If you look at my profile and my pics nowhere does it say that I can chat at length about relationships, that I listen or that I even care...but I do and I can. It amazes me that some women can detect this about me even through the giant filter of cyberspace. Please don't think I am being boastful-I'm not, the persona I wanted at NN was someone who was all about fucking not talking, I always wanted to be 'that guy' but I guess in the end our real personalities come forward.
At first I was disappointed that I wasn't inundated with no strings attached cybersex but I have realised something that has been dawning on me for most of my adult life and that is that there is no such thing as no strings attached. Sex is an emotional experience and I think most women here would take love and affection from someone that they care about over all night sex with a handsome man that they will never be close to.

There are some of you who I am very close to and that I care about a great deal and I just wanted to let you know how much I am enjoying the experience even if it is not what I first thought it would be...............it's better.

I want to send out a couple of tunes (I sound like a D.J!) firstly to a very "cool chick" I hope things work out well and not messy for you. I hope you like
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJ1c9ErCn7w[/url]

The next track is for my queen of "ugh" I hope your favourite boy will sing this to you one day soon.
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3IpUldlLuU[/url]

I hope everyone will forgive the introspective rantings and enjoy the songs too, cos we all like love songs.

Paul xxxxxxx

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Others Have Said:

hapyjacq on 31-Jul-08 1:52:00

i'm kinda thinking a lot of people have had the same experience here...i know i have... mwa

BM21 on 31-Jul-08 1:53:39

Nice songs. I like your blog:)...very interesting.

nickey69 on 31-Jul-08 1:55:40

elvis is ok ,,in small doses,, you on the other hand i cant get enuff of!! xx

mdguy on 31-Jul-08 1:59:40

It's good when the real shines through... it's better that way.

I for one am glad to know you. :)

trucksnfucks on 31-Jul-08 3:28:40

aww...paul. this all touched me so much. you sir mean so much to me and i am so thankful everyday that you are in my life. xoxox.

frankyjay on 31-Jul-08 4:33:06

Hey babe...thankyou for my song, I love it and thankyou for being a such a GREAT friend and listener....Hugs and kisses sweetheart

SexiBex on 31-Jul-08 19:56:20

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MrMrsKDawg on 1-Nov-14 20:45:12

I am so glad I am reading your blogs!