cheekypaul's blog post - new experiences

Well some of you know that I have been looking forward to trying cam to cam, cybersex........whatever you want to call it..........for some time. You see I absolutely LOVE to see a woman play.........it is the sexiest thing in the world for me and the idea of playing right along with her face to face is even hotter.
I have had a lot of false starts and a few hellos and brief encounters but that was all until tonight.

I have a friend on here who very generously offered advice as to why I wasn't having much success in finding a playmate. As we talked and the more we got to know each other she let me know that she wanted to cam with me. It was kinda funny and kinda informative but her advice on what a woman wants continued through all aspects of the encounter, including what angle the cam should be and how I should sit etc........It was very interesting to have her perspective all the way to that level of the encounter. But it was also a little difficult for me as I am NOT exhibitionistic by nature, I prefer to watch the gorgeous woman I am with rather than derive much pleasure from showing off myself. If she had been playing the whole time too it would have been much easier.
I am very thankful to her for giving me such a thorough introduction to camming and a woman's perspective on the matter (I will never just whip it out again!)
Sadly however I did not get to see her play, just some lovely nipple touching........
I am not sure if it will happen again as she has a boy or two that she plays with regularly and I believe her dance card is full.
I think in the realms of cyber sex it is definately a woman's world as every girl I know on here is constantly bombarded with offers by men like me to cam with them and very few of the men have much success in the convincing, the ratios are too weighted against this. I had thought, naively, that I might be able to add some much needed spice to my life and reinvigorate my flagging sex life with some mutual excitement and fulfillment, but I now feel that this avenue of pleasure will just be an occasional random treat and not the cure I had hoped for my sexual blues.
Should I post this or delete it?
Eh nobody reads the guys ones anyway!