disappointment is never fun.
(sigh)
seems I've just lost a very dear friend. not quite sure just how that happened, but it has. out of the blue. i totally didn't see it coming.
(sigh)
she wishes that i keep my distance and I will honor her wishes. i will miss her profoundly so, tho i totally do not understand what happened or why or how or ... or anything. I've always tried to be considerate and honorable and pleasant and polite. clearly I missed something somewhere.
I don't think this sort of thing has ever happened to me before ... not to this extreme extent, anyways.
(throws hands in air)
well ... there's nothing I can do that won't make it into a huge mess and so that's all I can do ... nothing.
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