cowgirl's blog post

I think I need to get a sexy nurse outfit. My hubbs has been home from the hospital for a little over a week now. Every two days has to go to his primary for his blood to be tested. He has a long road ahead of him. There is one final test/procedure he needs for a full diagnosis however they have to wait until his stomach lining has healed first. which that will take weeks, maybe even a month or longer. It's hard seeing him like this. His bedside table all of a sudden is full of bottles, 9 scripts for pills and a script for nasty numbing pink liquid to drink so he's able to try to eat.
It's been stressfull at times, it's hard to keep a brave face every day. we do our best but some moments get me and other times it's almost as if we are back to our daily things even if it is just for a short time. Not that Hubbs can work or do much around the house but it's nice to see him walk around, sometimes he even makes lunch for us, or stop in our Son's room for a few to play games on the ps4 which I just bought him last week. Yes it's hubby's but he can't sit in the living room comfortably so he thought he'd be nice and let him keep it in his room for now. Wha?! Lol
Our wedding anniversary is just a few days away, I'm happy he will b home with me, but now we are stumped for a change of plans. Gift included. He's completely bummed out about that. Also that he can't do what he had intended to plan the following day for my birthday. None of that really matters though.
Thank you to all for your kind words, thoughts, prayers & positive vibes. They are truly appreciated. I won't even begin to share how our so called friends have been.
Bye for now