d_ashley's blog post - If the good lords willin...

and if all goes to schedule then tomorrow will be a day that will change all that I have in the way of financial gains, and that is tomorrow after eight years and six months I will begin to recieve my full paycheck without the 30% deducted of which I have been paying to child support.
while I have not once ever complained about paying and nor have I ever thought that I shouldnt as it has always been the right thing to do.
but to have gone as long as I have living a struggling life to make ends meet,soon my life will become a better one to enjoy.
about two years ago during the holidays I had hoped and had even claimed that I had my eye on the prem. membership as long as the bonus from work was given out during the holidays but the job fell on slow times during that period and so I came to need the bonus for home. so that shot the issue down of becoming prem. and so once again I can say that becoming a prem member has and always has been my most priority as I am not used to getting such an generous and kind offer with the use of this website as what NN and NN-J offers here. for I have been here over two years now and with every pic I upload and every post I make I was aware of the money spent on my behalf for my participation here by NN and -J and for that I am very grateful. I try to do whats right and I dont usually go for so long without paying. it can be embarrasing and I do try to live by the ethics and style of my southern heritage. and to say that I was "counting the days to prem." way back then I knew that this should have come much sooner than later yet was to be taken away by bills at home, thus leaving a sense of let down to all of those who remembers my statement during that time.
so child support will soon come to a close I will have my 30% back and I will begin to pay in time what I do owe here at NN and at home...like I said if the good lords willin.
so when the green shield is mine, then I will salute at toast to NN and NN-J for being the most generous and kind hearted men on the net. bar none.
oooooh I soooo look forward to tomorrows paycheck. y'all cant imagine how its gonna feel to me. nor can I describe the feelings of it all as it comes to reality that after eight years and six months of paying it is finally over.
tfvmb. 3 David.