how do you tell someone youre absolutely intoxicated by them?
i seriously cannot stop thinking about him.
it's fucked. it's like when he's even near me, he's teasing me, taunting me. I feel like i'm drunk around him, but i can stand perfectly still.
"i don't want to rush you, i'd rather take things slow", but fucking hell i want to rip all his clothes off and i wouldn't give a shit where we are. I'd still do it.
2 hours feels like 2 minutes and i'm going insane by the thought that it might end. Just like that. I'm probably going to say something stupid.
I'm going to ravage him. That's my plan.
Tomorrow night. Even if i have to kidnap him. Haha.
I'm sooo very sad.
