Perhaps you can remember MD's blog of april 4th. He was cruised at the new eatery in his building and we were all happy for him. I wrote the comment "is it my turn now?"
It was just my turn. Hurrying to the store for the items for a salad, I saw a beautiful man walking in at the same time. Our eyes met breifly and i felt my stomach do flip flops. As we moved thru the store we shared many long glances. Every time our eyes met I felt sadder and sadder.
I don't know how to do this dance. I'm not looking for pity or advice, I just recognize that this is not a skill I posess. I have many many friends. I am lucky to know true love. I am not lucky in the ways of courtship.
If that man buying shrimp in the nice black pants with the wonderful suede jacket with eyes that crinkle in the corners when he smiles reads this. I'm sorry. And the loss is mutual.