dotdash's blog post - bicurious or my first time with a man

Ive always thought of myself as straight and open to anything. As for others straight gay bi hey whatever flips your trigger is ok. I have a friend here becky and ive wanted in her pants since the minute i laid eyes on her. As you can see from my photos i do lots of tributes and get lots of requests. When i saw other guys cumming for her i had to check it out. I found myself enthralled and really aroused. I found myself looking at cocks here. I wondered what it would be like to watch a man cum. I began to wonder what it would be like to stroke a mans cock and make him cum. These thoughts really began to arouse me and i realized i may have a bi side.
The more i thought about it i realized it was something i wanted to try. Stroke a cock and watch the cum squirt from his cock. Knowing i gave that pleasure to him.
i spent more time looking at cocks and getting really hard. Thays when i began to wonder what it would be like to take a man in my mouth. I spent time pondering that new situation and realized i needed to try it.
im nervous about my first time with a mwn and really excited at the same time. I have this fantasy of finding a bi couple. She is willing to be my coach so to speak. I know what i like when i get a blowjob. But it would be good to have a woman there to offer advice and envouragement as i take a mans cock in my mouth for the first time. Plus i think it would feel good when the two of them took my dick. Im getting hard just writing this. Im going to do this. Wish me luck and i will keep updating as i try to find my first cock to suck. I cant wait!