esoterica's blog post - got me mojo back..

Friday, June 2, 2006, 10:22:33 PM
... which is good news for me... don't know about you lot though wink

For all I knew it was a temporary thing, recent loss of fizz was not my usual one day thing. It lasted a while, and seems to have marked a shift in my attitudes/thoughts/persona. I don't know what that shift is yet, mind.

Practical things have changed - finished my work placement, passed my exams, tidied up the hovel a little. And those itty bitty things ...the fact I've done them and come out of a sloth-like state .... seem to be signifying something else, something bigger. Here are a couple of the signs....

Three times this week I've spoken (in real life) to people about one of my biggest hobbies being "learning".

I've had phone calls from three people this week that I haven't heard from in a long time. Each call was joyous.

I had two hugs today. Real hugs. Each of them was out of the blue, and life-affirming,

I had three pieces of mail today. A pm from another NNr asking my opinion .... because she would value it. Then a postcard from a friend, written from a place we'd visited for a weekend a long long time ago. The card was to say how much that weekend had meant.... and how enjoyable it had been.. How cool is that?
And I had a gift of a book from someone I've been estranged from (my fault entirely). That was cool too, and showed a very generous and warm spirit.

Yep. It's been a good week. An especially good day. I'd be surprised if you couldn't see me smiling and laughing.

Joy and love to all of you.
xxx

Comments

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Punk_Princess on 2-Jun-06 22:29:29
Have I said yet today how much I luv and respect ya?! You are the bestest eso lovey! Hugs and kisses and hope you have another great week soon!

Starrfly on 2-Jun-06 22:41:07
I'm glad to hear you have some good positive life experiences going on. Cheers to you my sweet!!

Tilac Girl on 3-Jun-06 5:32:57
That sounds excellent. I am so glad you had a great week. I hope this next one is even better.

seshat on 3-Jun-06 10:28:12
I can feel the happiness oozing from this page on to me... :-) Keep blogging ;-)

ohioboy73 on 4-Jun-06 19:39:33
Good to hear that the mojo is back! Always tough when you loose that feeling. Good luck and keep writing!

fizzzy on 4-Jun-06 22:48:16
Well having you in chat and blogging is good enough for me eso, even though i do miss your pics. it sounds like you had a good week. Oh, and if I can help you avoid any more losses of `fizz' i will lol ;) xx

texaslion on 5-Jun-06 12:33:29
Eso, it wasn't just a good week, it was a great week and one that will linger and carry over to many other things. You deserve such joy. There is something I review to as Dali skies. It refers to the artist you know the one with the warped clocks. Well look at his skies, how beautiful they are, how wonderful they are. You had a week of them Eso. Hugs and kisses sweet lady.