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esoterica's blog post - got me mojo back..
| Friday, June 2, 2006, 10:22:33 PM |
... which is good news for me... don't know about you lot though ![]() For all I knew it was a temporary thing, recent loss of fizz was not my usual one day thing. It lasted a while, and seems to have marked a shift in my attitudes/thoughts/persona. I don't know what that shift is yet, mind. Practical things have changed - finished my work placement, passed my exams, tidied up the hovel a little. And those itty bitty things ...the fact I've done them and come out of a sloth-like state .... seem to be signifying something else, something bigger. Here are a couple of the signs.... Three times this week I've spoken (in real life) to people about one of my biggest hobbies being "learning". I've had phone calls from three people this week that I haven't heard from in a long time. Each call was joyous. I had two hugs today. Real hugs. Each of them was out of the blue, and life-affirming, I had three pieces of mail today. A pm from another NNr asking my opinion .... because she would value it. Then a postcard from a friend, written from a place we'd visited for a weekend a long long time ago. The card was to say how much that weekend had meant.... and how enjoyable it had been.. How cool is that? And I had a gift of a book from someone I've been estranged from (my fault entirely). That was cool too, and showed a very generous and warm spirit. Yep. It's been a good week. An especially good day. I'd be surprised if you couldn't see me smiling and laughing. Joy and love to all of you. xxx |
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