fuxlikeapornstar's Blog

So I haven't been on here in a really long time...much to the displeasure of some of you...(I'm sorry robin, and I'll post some new pics real soon!) I would like to apologize first off to the people who are regulars of my page... perhaps i didn't give myself enough credit because I didn't really think i was going to get all the positive attention that I have gotten. But my year's absence didn't go unnoticed and that's a nice feeling. Truth be told, the reason I was absent for so long was because I wasn't really looking for anything for at least a year because I had become sexually involved with someone from this site, and was lucky to find someone that i was not only really attracted to, but had a lot in common with and totally meshed with well sexually. Up until November I had the pleasure of getting incredible, leg shaking, intense, animalistic, passionate sex once a week to every two weeks. We had the kind of sex you dream about when your by yourself. There was this intense attraction between us that always fueled my appetite and I'm pretty sure it fueled his too, considering as soon as we would touch he would become rock hard. The pleasures of the flesh that we indulged in were nothing short of amazing. Have you ever had someone that just made you almost retarded with lust and need?...That knew just how to touch you, kiss you... lick, bite and take you? Someone who aroused you at the mere fleeting thought of them? A person whose body you knew so well that you could make them shake and shudder and profess you to be amazing? Someone who makes you cum so much your dehydrated the next day? Let me tell you guys.... I had the honor and pleasure of having all that. It was honestly and humbly the best year and a half of sex that I have ever been blessed with in my life. Now unfortunately, it's over and i earnestly don't know why it ended with no goodbyes. I never saw it coming which made it worse. For the first time in my life I was perfectly happy with my sex life and it just happened that he was the first one to ever be so good i didn't need to seek anything else. I was monogamous for the first time in my life. It was a new and awesome experience to know some one who satisfied me completely and entirely, even the dark side. The fact that I was so satisfied, so often, for so long spoiled me, as often happens in life. And I was abruptly cut off from it without a word as to why. Now, our relationship never had any titles. We were friends above everything else, I knew he wasn't looking for anything romantic and never treated it as such. We spoke often but casually and always via text message or instant messenger to make it more impersonal. We did get together as often as our schedules would permit, but 80 % of the time we spent together was spent in my bedroom, or in my shower, either way, we were fuckin. So when I could no longer reach him, I knew it was the end of my current sex life. And i really tried to get a hold of him but to know avail and I'm not gonna be that girl that can't take a hint, but I don't understand why he all the sudden ended it. My only few theories are the distance became a problem, we live about an hour away from each other and i don't drive so he always had to come here;He found someone else he either is more attracted to or is local to him;or he just lost interest. I'll never know and it's irritating because it makes me feel a little cheap, like i wasn't shit. Even a fuck off would have been appreciated, because then at least I would be acknowledged as a person. But that's not the worst part of all... now here I sit almost four months later, having not had sex since he and I slept together, and entirely sexually frustrated. Spring is coming on top of everything and that drives us all a little crazy in the pants. I don't have the patience to train a man and I think I'm gonna be hard pressed to find another guy who doesn't need instruction let alone can handle me. So, in conclusion that is why i haven't posted any new pics in a long time...I was too wrapped up in the sex to try to take pictures. Hopefully after reading this you will all cut me some slack since I have had to deal with this precarious situation. It sucks and is beyond my comprehension. No sex is better than not so great sex right? I've been using my vibrator so much I think I've chipped a tooth and it's not cuttin it any more anyways. I need a cock buried up to the hilt inside me while i cum all over it and I need it bad and I'm not too proud to say that after having steak for so long that I'm not gonna be able to go back to ground beef...metaphorically speaking of course. I have only ever been broken sexually speaking, by one other man besides the one in question. It takes a Hell of an effort to make me that sexually interested and now I'm cut off and I don't know what to do. Suggestions?...lol lastly sorry about this being so long. I really needed to bitch about this situation and also account for my absence. But on a happy note, I am back online on a regular basis now and will be posting new pics as soon as i take some. If you have any insight or anything be sure to leave it and thanks for readin.

Meal of the Masochist

How I crave the naïve ways of you, this beautiful xxxxx.

Deliver me on the silver platter for you to feast.

Your fiendish eyes, my eager thighs, you lick your lips, I feel you rise.

You like to consume me like steak...medium-rare...bloody.

Pull me down to my knees, make me say please, and apologize

How dare I be on the same level as you.

On the floor now, this obedient bow, crouched like an alley cat in heat

Drag your hand across my brow, graze the sword across my breast

Sink your teeth into the meat. Consume the warm, inviting flesh,

My neck you favorite salty treat.

Release your grip, grab my hips, push me down on my back.

Slide in above me, the place you always should be.

Pinning me down tight at the knees, sitting back to gaze; appeased

At my legs spread like an eight-course banquet dish

And you plan to take as much as you wish.

Upon the moist pink flesh you feast, ankles held tight to the floor

Making my cunt ache for sweet release, making you hunger for more.

Starting to writhe across the floor.

The harder I buck, the faster you taste.

My hips want to fuck, my hands grip your waist.

You rise in content, your mustache all wet, but

My tongue gets it all as I kiss your slick lips.

You grab me, you grind me, I feel your energy

Your urgency, craving what is next to be.

With one quick thrust you impale my lust

Slowly now I build a moan, loving how much I feel at home

You'll take care of this out burst though,

Your hand hits my mouth like a truck.

If you're about to cum you beg first,

Otherwise shut the fuck up!

Staring down in my eyes, your hips slamming my thighs

You ask me again and I cant hold it in

I beg and I plead, your cock pounds the need

Then you order my orgasm as you bite into my neck

And we explode in an orgasmic mess

That gets the platter all wet.

~for Larry

Someone on here asked me to elaborate on a couple of my pics because there is a half naked police officer in them. I have also gotten a few others asking me questions as well from not only the pics but my profile as well. Well I'll take the time to explain it not only to apease the eager imaginations of my fans (and bless you all by the way) but to sort of get it off my chest. See, everybody just asumes that my liking of law enforcement officials is because of that old cliche about women loving a man in uniform. But that's not it at all. Matter of fact, that thought defeats my whole fetish. I don't get wet when i see a cop cuz he has a shiny badge... I get wet becasue I am completly turned on by the authority a police officer has. The fact that there is a man that can take away all my human rights and no one...not even myself can question him.... THAT is the turn on. I am very submissive when it comes to men and that kind of authority trips my trigger! (bad pun?) Now the gun belt that a cop has to wear is also a turn on for me because everything on that belt is there to make people comply. It's like a good master's toy bag. Most of my darkest sexual fantasies involve policemen and i have had quite a fun time with a few in person....especially the one who was into BDSM...i did something with him i have never done and can't even say on here (but if you really want to know PM me and I will tell you) it was quite posibly one of the most shocking things i have ever done and i am a self proclaimed FREAK!! So no i wasn't blowing my way out of a ticket... and though i was cuffed i was totally consenting. He was just a deputy that would appease me. I just wish there were more cops in the world that had a dark side like i do. I would be one happy sub i tell you that much!! so if you had any questions about those pics... i hope i answered them!!! thanks for reading!

SO I have only been on here for a couple months now and i was weary because of the fact that i am a big girl. Not because I'm insecure...that's OBVIOUSLY not the case. But i was afraid of people who are ignorant, closed minded, and just out to be a jerk and leave mean comments. Now i know it kinda comes with the territory when you put up nude pics...people are gonna judge you... but the thing that bothers me is you see a thumbnail and you HAVE to CLICK on the pic to see it in full size so if you come across a pic that doesn't suit your fancy or it isn't something or something that your really into then WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO LOOK AT IT????? Curiosity is one thing... I have done that... looked at pics that i didn't nessicarily like but wanted to see. But i have NEVER voted that image down or left rude messages. And for a long time i never had a problem but then i got my first and second rude comment on the same pic. I don't really give a fuck about ANYBODY'S oppinion really... especially from a shit that doesn't even have any nude pics or pics of himself at all....just a bunch of copy and paste shit from websites....mostly of cats (and i don't mean pussy) so i made sure that i told him exactly what i thought of his comment....
To snowwolf
Subject A reply to your rudeness...
Body your going to insult my pics??? please!!! at least i have the balls to post my naked ass online some where... where as you have nothing but a bunch of pics stolen from the net. Which brings me to two (2) conclusions.... 1) you are simply an asshole who obviously gets no pussy so he has to jerk off to pics on here and 2) you have a tiny penis otherwise you would post pictures that aren't copy and pasted. Last time i checked this was a NUDE site. So until you have the balls to post something WORTHWHILE on here your little closed minded oppinion is not going to phase me any because last time i checked... all but three of my pics have 10's so i'll end this by saying if you don't like it.... DON'T FUCKIN LOOK AT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And that's pretty much all i have to say about it too! Why be rude? it's just not cool. everyone is or should be on here for a good time and yet there are always those who chose to ruin it for everyone else. It just bugs me. Sorry about the rant but damn! But to all those who do make this expierience worth while ( and you guys out number the bad ones) thanks!