gonedogcrazy's blog post - closer

As the day gets closer my heart gets heavier and I dread it knowing I will never hear your voice or see your smile.

Doesnt seem like 4 years it feels like yesterday and I want to turn back the hands of time and get the chance to tell you how much I love you and how special you are and how I wish we could spend a little longer together. I know you knew how much we cared I just wish I had not been so busy, that life had been kinder to you and that I had been able to say good bye. Thats what I regret that you were taken away from us before we were ready, I will never understand why these horrible things keep happening to us and why we have to lose some one so kind, so loving and so gentle when there are so many who dont deserve to go on.

So my dear sister I celebrate your life and will not dwell on your death but it hurts and its not getting easier like they said it would. Its always with me and I pray you knew how much you brightened our lives. I will play your music drink wine from a cask and shout to the sky loud enough to shake the sun how much I love you and miss you. xxxx

for you your favorite singer and a song that breaks my heart