Still sourrounded by mess and boxes and getting very stressed out. My partner has gone out so I have taken to opportunity to relax. I do this by looking at NN, posting some pics and by .......giving myself a small enema to clean myself out. Then I insert a 6 inch vibrator into my arse and leave it there for some time, maybe half an hour maybe more. I don't have it turned on but just feeling it there, stretching me, loosening me I find relaxs me.

After a time I change it to a bigger object. Usually a dildo that is about 12 inches long and a little wider than the vibe. I can get all this in me quite easily, keeping it in can be difficult at times but I either use a strap or I just sit down on it. Again being stretched is relaxing. I leave this in for up to an hour. If I have used the strap I just get on woth my day and there is something deliciously naughty about wshing up or cooking or whatever with a dildo in your arse. Sometimes I don't tell my partner which just adds to the naughtiness. She doesn't object to my arse paly, in fact she actively encourages me in and will join in. When she is in a dominent mood she will fuck me with bigger and bigger dildoes which is fantastic for me.

Anyway time to go change the dildo. Then back to the packing. Speak soon

Hi all. I am once again a virgin. I have never done a blog before. So here goes. I am sitting in a room in my cottage in Wales. Surrounded by mess, boxes and packing. I am about to move back to England with all the chaotic stuff that moving entails. Sexually....well I am looking for a bi male to help me explore my sexuality. I am in a long term relationship with a beautiful women who supports my sexuality in all its forms. She encoouraged me to suck my first cock. That was on the occasion that we had our first threesome. She loves big cock and I am only averagely endowed so we sometimes find other men to help her with her desires.

On this occasion he was orally bi and sucked me a few times so I returned the compliment. Mmmmm...felt strange, it was hard but not rigid, kind of spongy really, not unpleasent at all. I enjoyed running my tongue around the tip and then sucking it in. I couldn't deep throat him but took as much in as I could. He then returned to fucking my partner. I am of the opinion that he had used some kind of stud cream/spray as he just didn't cum. He used her mouth, cunt and arse but went on and on and on. Eventually my partner was tired, sore and, not a little, fed up. That is when I went back to sucking him.

My respect for women who do oral increased. My mouth soon ached and my jaw felt so heavy but I refused to ive up. He seemed to be enjoying my attempts until he did cum into my mouth. More respect. I swallowed as I thought it could be rude not to. Not a bad taste and no where as sickening as I thought it might be.

Since then (two years ago) I have sucked on other cock but am now wanting to suck more and to be fucked in my arse. That is another story if you would like to hear it.

Am going back to my packing now. If this is ok, on the right lines, enjoyable please let me know. See you all soon.