when you thought (me that is) that your schema couldn't get any more fucked up.... i don't understand it ... probably never will...several people have let me down...but tonite.... the last person in the world that i ever thought would....did....
i needed to talk... i needed to be listened to....i for sure wasn't being dramatic but ... i needed to be listened to...i truly thought that i was more important than some things....
never make that mistake again.... this, i guess.... i have to realize that i have to deal with on my own with the support of a counsler.....sucks but such as life....