a year ago yesterday i got news that would forever change me...hell, my whole fam's life.... when i think back over the year and the things that have happened... most of it ugly... i feel really lucky to be where i'm at now....
i've come to accept the fact that some things are out of my control... i have to let it go and just live life and enjoy here and now.... that the only peoples actions and re-actions i can control are my own....
i've always believed that everything happens for a reason... and i guess some reasons are harder to figure out than others... maybe they never will be figured out....
not saying i won't have anymore bad days.... but lately i've been feeling pretty peaceful....