i was gonna do something today... something that i've wanted to do for a long long time.... but when i got there i all of a sudden got super self conscious.... me.... go figure...i couldn't get out of the car...i sat for a few minutes... started crying a bit and then left...i am so angry and upset with myself for being such a fucking wimp but at the same time i'm just so not used to doing shit with a clear head... seems simple enough to everyone i'm sure...i so wish it was...maybe in a month i'll have moved along a bit more..... |