that previous blog from >hapyjacq< which is now hapyshuby to here...... just sooo glad to have myself back .....sounds probably really stupid but i have been hapyjacq for so long that to have it just taken away like that was more than ..... i don't even know what .....all i know is that i so want to get rid of the hurt and that will take the anger with it .... still just funny how some things work... you end one realationship and i don't know it's like there is something there to fill it ... basically i have to make a call to someone i really care for that i haven't spoken with in about 2 years.... okay now i'm rambling so i will stop just really excited to be HAPYJACQ kisses everyone ....mwaaaaaaaaa ..... jacquie