hmmmm what a fucking day ... for those of you who know i was all but ready to quit my job... today i just went in with a different mindset and kicked ass so we'll see how tomorrow plays out... but i think i'm gonna kick ass again.. so my previous blog was a note to my brother i sent it sunday to the PI working the case ....they have found an old addy for him in illinois... but they say anything they pull up is linked with his adoptive parents and they believe he may be caring for them ... long story short if he's with his folks they don't want to call .... so fucking close but so far away ... (/me will just have to put focus on the boys and getting them shined up for school) .... wait a few more weeks maybe??? funny to think a year ago i thought it was a done deal ... and now just grrrrrrrrrr ... enough rattling for now ... kisses everyone