hmmm don't really know where to start ... but i think what i want to say the most is that after what i heard last nite it just makes alot of shit realy, realy, realy, fucking petty... i'm hearing this that and the other and you know does it really matter??? well i suppose it does if it's kids hearing it... don't know who read my blog last nite but i would like to add that the mom of the son that is going thru that .... her daughter had open heart surgery about 5 years ago at the age of 9 .....so i would like to say to all the poor me's take a real look at what it could be.... and then get real ................