honeyme's blog post - Time

Tuesday, July 26, 2016, 5:53:27 PM

A year ago I was at the height of my photo posting frenzy. It became almost an addiction. I was never before quite as aware of my body, it's curves, it's sensuality and even its flaws. The summer of 2015 will always be a period of enlightenment.

And then one day, I stopped just as suddenly as I started.

Is my life so dramatically different now than then? Not at all. Certain areas are better. I've more real life people in my world. I'm happy and fulfilled and content. But I'd not say I was uncontent or unhappy last year.

One thing I do know, 2015 was a year of massive change. I left the world I'd known for so long behind, I had a number of concerns I was hiding from and I think what I'll now call my NN summer was a hiding place where I gained the confidence to face life head on again.

I took some pictures yesterday. I'm fascinated and amused at the change in my body. Losing significant numbers of pounds brings a healthiness all of its own. I'm still curvy, I'm still big boobed, I'm still me and I've still an eye for the artistic. But something seems missing currently. There was a braveness, an openness, a sassiness about me that isn't there now. With my calm and my peace with the world I've lost a little 'Fuck You world this is me'

I will decide one day to come back with fresh photos and a fresh perspective, but for now I'm happy in my world with nothing to prove. But I'll never stop being proud of who I was last year, and those photos deserve to be seen as a period of my life where NN gave me something special, the power to just be me.

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bugguy905 on 26-Jul-16 18:29:22

Congrads on your positive changes! Always keep the happy self going as I have been through hell the last five years and now my life is so much better! Hugs and best wishes for a great rest of your life.. Tim in Austin Texas

johnhorny on 26-Jul-16 19:47:43

You've always had a wonderful body as far as I'm concerned. I'm sure I speak for many men of course xx

janusthorn on 26-Jul-16 20:08:23

What a wonderful post. Wishing you all the happiness :)

catspanker on 26-Jul-16 22:31:16

i think as we evolve as individuals we have periods of self reflection. its then up to us if we see our past self in a positive light, but it sometimes helps bring our present self into perspective. I'm so glad you like the you from 2015, I sure did. But it's cool that you're moving your life onwards and upwards. look forward to seeing what you think of you in another 12 months. stay sexy Honeyme

thatwilldome on 27-Jul-16 12:21:13

Amazing reading babe. You should be very proud of yourself. I think you look amazing and I am so happy to hear you are happy.

cs06 on 2-Aug-16 17:58:01

good for you :)

BuxomXhunter on 6-Aug-16 17:20:50

The path is long we travel with a lot of different phases, lessons learned, changes in body, mind, confidence, ins and out, which just continues to refine who you are. Glad your path has been very positive, best wishes for continued growth and for wonderful events for you yet to come. Big smiles, wink xxx

nosanity on 24-Apr-18 17:11:55

I know that in my eyes the 2015 you looks fantastic as do your more recent pictures