hottlavender's blog post - to SURGERY or not to surgery......

it has been a very traumatic past five years for me and another upheaval has arise once again to add to my chapter of life challenge.....I am currently entertaining the idea of breast implantation for a number of reasons but first and formally for ME, MYSELF & I....this isn't for anyone else or for vanity but for my sanity and discomfort as I am forever coping with breast cancer survivorship. As of this summer 2012, I will be four years cancer free but not without saying that it accompanied a minimum of half a dozen surgeries let alone anxiety attacks....while many of the so-called support around me say they are "here with me" I have endured this battle by myself....ok i lie, my mom and dad have been my saving grace and since my best friend (dad) has passed on, I have dealt with this alone. My mom has had her hands completely busy and full with a lot of other business and being that I am SINGLE (hint hint wink wink), my personal chapters continue to write itself.....

offically, I have been an NN member just as long and without the constant and vigilant select few members from here, I have come to love and respect the "mature" nature of views from here. Let me continue by saying "Thank you" for the wonderful public and private support I have received during these past few years. You are most definitely appreciated and noted so for it.

please do continue to keep an eye out for me and my journey through this looking glass of mine....I am here and love you all!