Some of you already know some may not but heres my story, in 2005 my dad passed away from cancer he new well ahead of time he was terminal and we had some good talks prior to his passing, one conversation in particular we had he asked me to give him my word that after he was gone to look after my mom as best as possible, I agreed and gave him my word to do just that, times have changed and after paying for her assisted living for a while then bringing her to our home for the past 19 months its gotten to be much harder than I ever imagined when I agreed to do this, but hes gone and I cant tell him its too hard and much more than I can do anymore, so what can I do and will he understand if I choose to facilitate her? IDK anymore I do know over the years its cost me a fortune in money and life in general, Ive beat addictions more than once, and because of the lifestyle I live Ill have to live with some of the things Ive done and seen for the rest of my life but to go back on my word is the worst and especially to the one man that gave me and showed me so much in life, can I be forgiven or will this decision haunt me daily for the rest of my life?, its time actually its past time and had I not gave my word it would have been time long before now, I sit and listen to this song and think about this a lot, maybe too much