iloveshay's blog post - i think i am crazy

yes it's true. i think i have lost it. again. how can a woman so wonderful have chosen me? this woman has me on my knees. my friends are making fun of me, my father wants to kill me(he has been through 4 marriages). when i am listening to country music i think about her. when i am at work, taking a shower. i know what you all are thinking--crazy pshyco male.
that's okay though. because you don't understand or know her.
she is always smiling, helps old ladies in the electric cart get something off the top shelf in walmart. her laugh is so contagious. shay is eccentric. shit that has irritated me with other woman she can do and i find it cute. like her dancing while driving. we can be on 360in the middle of bumper to bumper traffic and her favorite song will come on and she will have the car shakin in no time. she lays my clothes out on the bed for me when i am in the shower. i always have a pack of cigs and a sonic drink waiting for me when i get off work. you can talk to her about anything and she doesn't judge you.
anywhere we go i am proud to be next to her. the 17th she took me to watch the cowboy redskins game in irving. it started pouring on us. she looked so hot. while she was getting another beer i went to the bathroom, came out and had to fight off a croud of "cowboys" to get to her.

i know i sound like a softhearted pussy whooped idiot, but for shay i am. thinking of her puts an end to any bad day.

can it be i am in love or lust with this woman? and what about my reputation? this woman is fucking this cowboy up!

other pussy....other pussy...other pussy.....shay pussy..damn it!!