So this month marks the fact I've been married a total of 48 years between to wonderful women. 30 years the first and 18 for the second both have they're qualities the first it was all about passion of cars, I still love cars but can no longer work or afford them. My second wife is family oriented an that's how I grew up love of family I'm not saying I wasn't at fault for the down fall of my first marriage but we both had different wants. I'm worried now as my 2nd wife is under going a 2nd hip surgery hopefully it will all go well. I don't know what I would do if I was alone without support from my partner. I hope everthing will go all right as I should pass before she does cause I don't want to be alone.