johnt's blog post - THOUGHT I MIGHT TRY THIS

Sunday, March 26, 2006, 10:03:52 AM

WHAT A SHIT DAY,WENT TO HOSPITAL MY FATHER IS IN PALLIATIVE CARE NOW.EACH DAY YOU CAN SEE THE DETERIOTATION IN HIS BODY AND MIND .
SOMETIMES YOU WONDER ABOUT THE MERCY SIDE OF IT,HONESTLY THIS MAY SOUND BAD, BUT IF HE WAS NOT HUMAN HE WOULD HAVE BEEN PUT TO SLEEP BY NOW.
I STOPPED THREE TIMES TRYING TO WRITE THAT.
CAN'Y WRITE ANYMORE.

TAKE CARE FRIENDS

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charlie07 on 26-Mar-06 11:31:40

Thinking of you,I know what you're going thru',micky's mum has bowel cancer & now they've found out she's also got kidney & liver cancer.It's not easy for him (or me),johnt make the most of what you can...sending our thoughts & hugs xxx

missye on 26-Mar-06 11:41:39

my thoughts are with you hun, not nice when you know theres not a lot you can do but as charlie said, make the most of what you can. big hugs, Em xxxx

Tilac Girl on 26-Mar-06 12:41:58

I am so sorry that your Father is sick. He is in my prayers as are you and your family.

bi_male_19 on 26-Mar-06 15:48:16

My thoughts are with you john:(.

suedevil on 29-Mar-06 11:39:59

Sorry to hear that john,know how your feeling, I watched my mum fade away last year, its the hardest thing in the world to do, watch em suffer and know you cant help them, big hugs mate. sue x

Aussiemale on 23-Jul-06 3:24:28

Life sucks sometimes JT.
I watches a cpl of family members fade into a hollow shell over the years. it is not nice, and take both inner strength and support from others to keep u strong. There is always someone around to lean on, all u have to do is ask.