kittykats1's blog post

It's not strep! Yay! Got my throat culture back and it isn't strep, just some virus that is going around. My doc said she had seen droves of people with the same thing the past couple weeks so I am happy I don't have to be on antibiotics. They are no fun.

I was feeling so fragile and under the weather when he came home from work yesterday. It is funny that when I get ill I either get really grumpy and solitary or really needy and want to be coddled. This time I am in the wants-to-be-coddled mode. It is kind of nice to have someone caring for you and fetching you drinks and snacks and rubbing your feet. I have felt so un-sexy and unattractive the past couple days. Who feels hot & sexy when they are hacking and wheezing and have a runny nose? I had just been wearing a tank top and a pair of panties all day and when he came home the first thing he said was how sexy I looked. What a funny man he is. He just wanted to touch me all over and then he pulled me out of my chair and took me to the day bed and removed my panties and very gently pushed me down on the bed. I was aroused but feeling very passive and I just lay there and let it all wash over me, let him play with my body. He made love to me with his fingers, tongue and cock. It was lovely. I swear to you since we started swinging the more I experience other men the more I appreciate my husband. Yes I am attracted to other guys and have desire for them physically, but oddly enough I find I desire my husband more now than I ever did. His hands on my body are comforting and his cock fits me perfectly. It feels like 'home.' Funny how us being with other people have made us even closer to eachother. I think I am very lucky and am married to a pretty special guy. I think I will keep him lol.

BTW, we will be having our 10th wedding anniversary in a couple weeks. I can't believe how the years have flown. Married 10 years! We have been together for even longer, too. Time flys when you are having fun, huh?

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Fort Minor "Where'd You go"