l0cksley's blog post - a random thought...about life

Thursday, March 15, 2007, 11:49:22 PM
Ever have one of those moments when you wonder, what the hell am I supposed to be doing in life?

I had such a moment this week.

Evaluating career, and realizing...there's something better out there for me, but knowing where it is? Good luck!

Evaluating dating, and wondering why it has to be so complicated and frustrating to meet someone who is not a) desperate, b) psycho c) insecure d) unable to give

Evaluating personal goals, when I'll be able to complete those things which mean so much to me...my album, my writing, my "projects"

Evaluating fatherhood, what things I should be continuing to do to be the best father and role model I can be

Woe is me? Not hardly. But self-reflection makes you stop and think every so often about where you are, where you want to go, and just how you're going to get there. Sometimes that process can be quite humbling and making the decision of how to proceed, puzzling.

That's it. Just getting it out of my head.

We now return to our regularly scheduled programming.

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AWESOME_BIFEM32303 on 16-Mar-07 1:20:18
OH MY GOSH LOCKSY, you had all that in your head. Good greef fella no wonder you couldnt breath & type at the same time, J/K,ING... Take one day at a time one foot in front of the other. Shucks just think you could have the perfect wife that i am driveing you batty with my panties laying all around on the floor, tooth paste tops left off, blown dryed hair all over the counter & the hair on the floor sticking to your feet & oh did i tell ya about that big ass of mine i like to stick 2 feet over the center line of the middle of the bed, oh & theres my ice cold pretty ass sexy feet searching for warmth, OH OH I almost forgot about the 15 different kinds of shampoo & cream rinses i have all over the shower & tub oh geees i keep forgetting to get rid of those 20 worn out razors in the shower hanger. Things could be worse. Hey im comeing to stay for a few weeks so have my room ready. Arent friends so great... Always, AWESOME :)))))))))))))))).

LUNNA on 16-Mar-07 3:52:27
some of my friends complain about the psychos too!

life is full of random thought....some of them actually mean something....dont get frustrated over it...its just life! =)

youngmindz1 on 16-Mar-07 4:59:56
Well... minus the fatherhood, these are thoughts that I ponder all the time.

NN on 16-Mar-07 5:32:12
Enjoyed the blog - gald to have you as a member.

just_looking123 on 16-Mar-07 8:41:02
We need to sit back and evaluate once in a while, just to make sure we're still alive and not only *function*. Will it change a lot? Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't. It's just great you DO ask yourself these questions..it shows you care: about yourself, your life and others
Hugs xxx

da toy on 16-Mar-07 9:20:59
:):)
aaaah you reading my mind mate
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

onionbreath on 16-Mar-07 16:02:22
you are at exactly the right age for fruitful self-examination, locksley. keep going, right on track.

honey turkey on 16-Mar-07 19:35:19
Been doing some soul searching like you this week...may your answers be better than mine.

PerkyGirl on 16-Mar-07 20:08:04
I tend to do this twice a year... and it usually coincides with my bday in Sept and 6 months later in March when it is time for spring cleaning...my head, my heart and my house... I hear ya-